“Self portrait in a nightmare”
water color and ink on cold press paper
I’m having nightmares again .
In my dreams you sit on the edge of my bed and ask me to explain.
“Maybe now I can understand”
Looking down, picking my fingers I start slowly.
” I watched my world fall apart.
Watching everything break, I broke.
All good vanished from me as I filled with fear and anger.
I lost control and became this monster you see now.”